i wonder

And I wonder if you ever think about me anymore
And I wonder if you ever think about me when your bored
And I wonder if you ever think about me when your're hangin' in New York
And I wonder if you still think Bono writes his songs for you
And I wonder if the reasons why you left me were untrue
And I wonder if you give him better blow jobs than the ones I
got from you

I don't need your sympathy or apologies
Still I'm staring in my coffee cup at six AM
and I cannot give...up

And I wonder if you're happy or just glad to see me scarred
Took my drunken self-confession sober up your bleeding heart
I am bending over backwards to get close to you but still I feel
so far